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When your mind is compulsively distracted,

And your head's full of shoulds, coulds and oughts,

It's best to go walking on familiar ground

So you only get lost in your thoughts.

There’s a small girl inside

There's a small girl inside 

those bones and that skin,

she once filled that body

but shrank back within.

With each censure and slant

her soul would recoil,

but still she remained eager

to please, still so loyal,

Until one day that girl

had withered so much,

there was such little left

she could reach out and touch

The world on the outside

couldn't stretch down inside

to the little dark corner

where she'd taken to hide.

She didn't even know

she was there by herself,

the story of her life

had gone back on the shelf.

But gradually friends

tried to reach down and find

that lonely young child

going out of her mind,

And little by little

she started to grow,

some light crept inside

and she felt it's warm glow.

That little young girl

knew she must start anew,

to refill her body

and stick there like glue,

It might take some time

to fix back together,

but she had to keep going

whatever the weather.

Some days now

she's on top of the world

and the difficult times

are getting unfurled.

But some days the girl

just curls up like a bug

and needs someone to notice

she's in need of a hug.

Nutmeg

She is beguiling

A silent ninja

A whining toddler

A killing monster

A gift giver

Demanding and independent

Voracious and expellent.

She moves with grace

And then licks her arsehole.

She sits in the long grass

She hides in the shadows.

She stalks her prey

She is cold and calculated.

But she craves attention.

Needs company.

She's the Queen of rejection

She's curious and fearful

An explorer

She loves home comforts.

A murderer

She keeps herself clean

Does it cleanse her soul?

She's alluring.

She is herself.

An honest lover

Autumn

The sun's aggression has gone away,

The calm of autumn is here,

The fields of gold have made their hay, 

And now the evenings draw near.

The trees suck out life for their winter reserves,

From the very same leaves they begat,

Each single leaf does it's part to preserve,

Then retires to form autumn's doormat.

The woodland's carpet of russet and gold,

Sounds the same as the ripe apple's crunch,

A blanket of mist lies on valley and fold,

And mutes nature's foraging scrunch.

Pumpkins and coffee and blankets and books,

Nutcrackers, crumbles and pies.

The palette of autumn paints fiery looks,

It's colours - creation's great prize.

Seasons of time

The seasons of time

Fool us with their tricks

But their temporary changes

Are just like politics

It's all a facade

But the world never changes

It's run by small boys

Shooting guns on their ranges

Each season begins

And brings glimmers of hope

But in a years time

We'll hang from the same rope

We might get the feeling

A new era has started

But we ought to know better -

Ought to be more hardhearted


The raw devastation 

That humanity causes

Will not be undone

By momentary pauses

We try to make changes

But they're never long lasting

We return to consuming

After temporary fasting

We may praise those amongst us

Who shout and protest

But we soon change our tune

When it leads to unrest 

For starting afresh

Piazolla had reasons

But like sheep, the crowds want

Old Vivaldi's Four Seasons



There is comfort to be had

Secure in your skin

But we should all dare to dream

Dare to reimagine.

Photo by Hanne Siebers